Hi! I'm Homestead Mama. I am a PNW Homesteader. My children are grown so I decided it was time for some me time doing something I wanted to do. No validation necessary. I raised my children as a Stay at Home Mom homeschooling them from K-12. I am literate about many topics due to all the work in Homeschooling. Our homeschool had critical thinking and debates, so topics got really interesting. I was their teacher of even Sex Ed. I approached Sex Ed with a big picture encouraging debate and critical thinking. Not only was the topic sex it also included abortion, divorce or separation, child psychology, consequences and more. Now that they are grown and I have through everything explored Mythology, Religion, Beliefs and Culture, Psychology and more, I wanted to get into the Adult Entertainment Industry.
I started struggling with obesity when I dealt with hormonal imbalance and emotional eating. I had a close call with cervical cancer which messed up my hormones and I lacked extended family support or friendships outside of my marriage and quite often found myself bullied. Thank goodness my husband and I are best friends. I had allot of outside conflict but for me that was better than inside conflict. Through the process of toxic social interaction we made it for our children homeschool lessons in Psychology. Adults can be worse than children and some really think they are all that, and for us there was no arguing because they were always right and we could only accept it while struggling with boundaries. We did get a therapist and her reaction was ignore them mentally and walk away. Even she said we were doing all we could and our response was healthy. Fast forward, all toxic people are either gone in another direction of life or dead. They will never have access to us again.
I know in the adult entertainment industry there is Trafficking and CP. I weighed this prior to choosing to enter the adult industry. I like to go into things with a clear conscious so mentally I would be based on fact not condemnation. I never knew what Human Trafficking was until I got my Class A CDL and entered the Trucking Industry where we were trained on spotting it. I was ignorant of allot of things. I learned about CP and weighed that too. I do believe if I sacrifice my liberty or free will due to oppressors I do not support freedom. I validate crime and oppression. It has been my experience oppressors are dense and unreasonable and for some it is a fetish. As far as CP or the like, the question observing I came to was, is it better it to be permissible under religion or culture (and if you listen carefully to the religious and cultural they are tap dancing for desire) or do I prefer the topic unacceptable due to science and reason. I prefer unacceptable due to science and reason. Debating with mentally unstable or unreasonable isn't the best use of my time. Science says a child needs time to build their own foundation and strength. Their own identity and mind set. I'm no Psychologist. That is just my beliefs based on observation and research.
My adult entertainment includes my husband. We are doing this monogamously and together. We would like to have fun together now that our children are grown and we don't have any grand-children. Instead of a third person in our videos, we want to play with toys. We both have been through allot together, we are asocial introverts, plus we don't have it in us to include a third person. Adding a new person brings jealousy, competitiveness, drama, etc. that we don't want or need. All acts on our videos are consensual. We do enjoy BDSM and rough sex together. Neither of us are harmed. We are both Alpha mentality with huge trust for each other. We have been married for 25 years.
With all the drama, opinions, etc. I thought a blog would be a good way to be transparent and a place to talk about the homestead and my life. Thank you for your patience in this long post. I appreciate you reading.
No comments:
Post a Comment