Cannabis

 I grow cannabis at the homestead. I do have a prescription for cannabis. Cannabis is a beautiful plant. I use the whole plant. The leaves are used in tea and juiced. The flower is used for obvious reasons. The roots I make into a tincture for salves and lotions. The stalks I use for incense and to add to the fireplace. 

I have a back injury from being in a semi truck sleeper thrown around due to I-40. I have social anxiety and PTSD. I also use the cannabis for an anti-inflammatory. I also use it for weight loss. In all honesty times seem entitled where toxic people think they deserve access to be abusive. Cannabis allows me to detach and not be available. I spent allot of years trying to escape toxic family and I have no interest in inviting or spending too much time on toxic strangers. 

I also film spicy content and wanted to include my cannabis hobby in all my content. I watch some 420 creators and their glassware collections and I am in love with their content. I'm trying to create a life that fits me. I have since been bullied low key, shunned, and avoided but I wouldn't change a thing. Honestly, let me explain. Like I said the entitlement and manipulation some people play on. Being the outcast they have made me unavailable to them. They have also given me reason to be unavailable. If they cut me down for spicy work and hope for charity that seems like a weird expectation. Why are they too good for spicy content? What makes them so good they deserve charity from me especially if I am trashy to them. Plus spicy work has helped me really see I am too hard on myself. It has given me a new perspective of myself making me want to open myself up more. I went from wanting to hide from online due to feeling oppressed by past toxicity to loving every minute of it and taking no crap. I have even began to tell my story. Eventually I hope to get my greenhouse to where it holds heat and light. I lost allot of plants due to a cold snap. I would love to garden in the greenhouse nude in the future. 

I purchased more seeds last night and was given 8 seeds of 2 different plants free ($110 value). I am excited to grow them, review them and enjoy them in my content.