Friday, June 6, 2025

Stay Tuned!

I am in the process of changing domains and this blog will go silent. Blogger didn't have the ability for me to add a domain address so I am moving the blog to WordPress so I can utilize my domain address I own plus it comes with so much more options. It will be a 21+ website since Cannabis will be available. 


The whole foundation of what I am doing is having fun and living life to the fullest. I did find an old blog I used to blog years ago and added it to my linktr.ee


We did open a store! I will be working on the store, Fansly content, Pornhub vids and the new website all weekend so I will be quiet online for the most part while I catch up. I'm hoping to launch the new website next week. 




Thank you so much to everyone who went to my Chaturbate Livestreams. I had so much fun! My new schedule is Monday thru Friday 12 pm PST with Saturday and Sunday optional. See you again on Chaturbate Monday!


Thursday, May 29, 2025

Don't Play Me

 I am in the process of moving this blog onto a new platform. Blogger is nice for starting out but has it had barriers for expansion. 

This blog is for staying connected and a way for me to be transparent. I do have a Telegram and WhatsApp. It is not for socializing on. I will block people who anonymously contact me with no prior connection. All my adult content is fantasy not reality and I am not and will not be available for anything reality.  Some ask if I swing or have multiple partners. I do not. I am monogamous and I have no desire for that. Some do get pushy. My answer will remain no and on all of my platforms "no" is a complete sentence and you face being blocked or banned if you push it. I do carry concealed in real life. I will not hesitate to use it if I am in harm. "No" is a complete sentence and I lack empathy for anyone who puts me in the position to have to defend myself with lethal force.


I don't do religion I am spiritual. My interest is Pagan since my ancestors were traced by DNA to Vikings. I know that is an occupation. They were literally traced as Vikings in immigration. My other interest is Levay Satanism to some extent. I have no interest in religious discussions anymore due to it is vain and futile. I will only focus and defend my own when necessary. I've exhausted myself in too many pointless debates and discussions. Instead I will go my way. 



Wednesday, May 28, 2025

WTF

 Things have been different the last week or so. I had an old coworker message me on Facebook after seeing my spicy work. Prior when I interacted with him was after a death and I contacted him to see if his services would be beneficial. I friended him and we interacted. One day I randomly posted on my Facebook wall I wanted a boob job. That post turned into comical interactions then a full knowledge of how he wanted to bend me over his desk at work when I was fully modest. At that time I was practicing religion when we worked together and highly reserved. He said he was so full of lust for me at that time. Even tho I was no longer practicing religion, I was uncomfortable about the interaction due to just returning to Washington after leaving due to tired of being treated like crap and always getting the short end of the stick scammed legally. I unfriended him. 



Now I do spicy work and he returned to my DMs saying you know I wanted to see you naked. Why didn't you tell me you're doing this. He has a girlfriend and after the last interaction it wasn't heavy on my priorities. We friended again on Facebook and he left a comment on one of my public photos how he wanted to see me naked. Within a week he unfriended me, the comment was gone and a couple days after that 1 of my weight-loss photos was deleted by Facebook with appeal denied. Due to it being suspicious I blocked both him and his girlfriend on Facebook. 

Thursday, May 22, 2025

ILGM Seeds

 ILGM is where I found confidence to grow. I love the selection. Detailed information to make a comfortable choice in what I was looking for and needed. They even have free grow info. Ordering was easy. Highly recommend!




Cannabis

 I grow cannabis at the homestead. I do have a prescription for cannabis. Cannabis is a beautiful plant. I use the whole plant. The leaves are used in tea and juiced. The flower is used for obvious reasons. The roots I make into a tincture for salves and lotions. The stalks I use for incense and to add to the fireplace. 

I have a back injury from being in a semi truck sleeper thrown around due to I-40. I have social anxiety and PTSD. I also use the cannabis for an anti-inflammatory. I also use it for weight loss. In all honesty times seem entitled where toxic people think they deserve access to be abusive. Cannabis allows me to detach and not be available. I spent allot of years trying to escape toxic family and I have no interest in inviting or spending too much time on toxic strangers. 


I also film spicy content and wanted to include my cannabis hobby in all my content. I watch some 420 creators and their glassware collections and I am in love with their content. I'm trying to create a life that fits me. I have since been bullied low key, shunned, and avoided but I wouldn't change a thing. Honestly, let me explain. Like I said the entitlement and manipulation some people play on. Being the outcast they have made me unavailable to them. They have also given me reason to be unavailable. If they cut me down for spicy work and hope for charity that seems like a weird expectation. Why are they too good for spicy content? What makes them so good they deserve charity from me especially if I am trashy to them. Plus spicy work has helped me really see I am too hard on myself. It has given me a new perspective of myself making me want to open myself up more. I went from wanting to hide from online due to feeling oppressed by past toxicity to loving every minute of it and taking no crap. I have even began to tell my story. Eventually I hope to get my greenhouse to where it holds heat and light. I lost allot of plants due to a cold snap. I would love to garden in the greenhouse nude in the future. 


I purchased more seeds last night and was given 8 seeds of 2 different plants free ($110 value). I am excited to grow them, review them and enjoy them in my content. 



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Monday, May 19, 2025

Quit Smoking for Sexy Goals

 I have been posting content in Fansly as well as Pornhub. I get people on Chaturbate trying to manipulate fantasy into reality. I set rules that have to be agreed to before posting. 


I will only be doing cigar smoking videos. Today we quit cigarette smoking. We also quit alcohol short term to sculpt our body. We are seeing results in our body shaping and we want to get more serious in the gym. Cigarette pack in Washington State is $14 a pack. That adds up and could be instead put towards a home gym.